Grief From a COVID Loss Is Different
I humbly ask you to read this article. It validates feelings that are so hard to explain.
Perhaps it will help you to understand what a COVID loss truly feels like.
For those of you who don't understand why I'm still so afraid of COVID, maybe this will help explain it.
https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2022/04/us-1-million-covid-death-rate-grief/629537/